The Story Behind A Picture – Why I support the Mission and Service Fund

gifts with visionYou may see these flyers in and around your church this time of year. It is a catalogue called “Gifts With Vision” describing the work of the United Church’s local and global partners. Your donations to the Mission and Service Fund support the work of groups like Defence for Children International (DCI). DCI Palestine is a partner of the Church whose work is important as they support children and their families who are negatively impacted by the occupation. For instance they support children who have been arrested and detained and need advocacy, legal and psychological support.

The photo of this child is from a visit I will never forget. We made the visit to Arab ar Ramadin al Janubi on my birthday in 2012. This community lives in the “seam zone” –caught in between the Israel Palestine border and the separation barrier which does not follow the proposed border (the 1967 “green line”). The people DSC04165we visited are Bedouins and were not allowed to build a school for their children who were obliged instead to cross through military check points from the seam zone into the occupied Palestinian territories. Some of the children, as young as four years old, were terrified to make this journey to school every week. So they erected a series of tents and brought in teachers and started their own school. It was an inspiring visit. We spoke with the teachers and the students.  They are an example of people’s resilience and courage in their efforts to provide protection and the best education possible for the children. It was an encounter I will never forget.

At this time of year, Jesus’ birth, reminds us of families and children who are vulnerable—displaced, homeless, impoverished. In spite of all the consumerism of the season, we are reminded of the miraculous birth and that God will ‘show up’ in the most surprising and humble of places. This season reminds us to give and do whatever we can for peace to come on earth.

For more information please see:

DCI Palestine

United Church Mission and Service Fund

Watch this video about the Mission and Service Fund of The United Church of Canada supports partners overseas who are working for peace and justice.

The views contained herein are personal to me and do not necessarily reflect those of the United Church, my employer, EAPPI or the WCC. If you would like to publish the information contained here (including posting on a website), or distribute it further, please first contact me for permission. Thank you.


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Back to School

DSC04165This fall, students from British Columbia are not going back to school as the labour dispute between teachers and the government continues. I remember this time of year when I was younger. In September when the air starts to get cool, I always felt a little sad that summer was over. But I was also excited about going back to school and seeing my friends. I was eager to get new pens, pencils and notebooks. I would plan what I would wear on my first day back to school and maybe get a couple of new clothes or a pair of new shoes if I had outgrown the oldones. It was a time of new beginnings and curiousity about what the school year ahead would be like. I was excited about advancing insome subjects (and less excited about others). I wondered about the new friends I would meet and what new things I would learn.

I have been thinking about how families are coping this year with the interruption to the school year. I have been especially thoughtful about students who would be completing high school this year and what the delays mean for them. I have been reflecting on an interview I heard on CBC about young people from troubled homes or in abusive situations for whom school is a place where they may get help and access to a safer environment.( Whether going back to school is a celebrated or dreaded moment for students, the reality is it has not happened yet for most here.

DSC04158As I reflect on what going back to school meant for me and what it means in the current context I am living in, I am reminded about the challenges and violence Palestinian students face under military occupation. In September two years ago, I arrived in Jayyous in the northern West Bank where I stayed for three months as an Ecumenical Accompanier. This was a major time of learning for me and a glance at the reality many school children and youth have to face. On a regular basis we monitored check points where students passed by foot or on bus and were confronted by armed soldiers who checked their bus and personal items. We offered moral support and presence ata school that was threatened to be demolished because of the complexity of building permits under the Israeli military occupation. During our term, we visited different schools in the Qalqiliya area and spoke with teachers, parents and students about access to education. The following is an excerpt from some of these conversations that are compiled in a book called Education Under Occupation:

Students in the Seam Zone

By Marie Soederstroem, Natalie Maxson, Ane Bele, Kate Cargin & Juliane Moeller EAs, Jayyus: June-November 2012

DSC03759The Barrier in the Qalqiliya Governorate digs deep into the West Bank. As a result, three “Seam Zones” have been created – closed areas stuck between the “Green Line” that delimits Israel from the West Bank, and the Barrier built by Israel partly inside the West Bank. Approximately 57,000 Palestinians live in such enclaves, cut off from the wider West Bank. The families have to apply for Israeli permits to continue living in their own homes; their relatives cannot visit them without a permit, which is extremely difficult to obtain.

Families are forbidden to leave the tiny enclaves, unless they cross on foot through checkpoints in the Barrier towards the West Bank. They have to wait, sometimes for hours, any timesomeone in the family needs to buy food or, go to work, attend school or even visit a hospital.

The community of ́Arab ar Ramadin al Janubi is one of these isolated communities, located close to the Alfe Menashe Settlement. The people of ́Arab ar Ramadin al Janubi have not been able to build a school, as it is nearly impossible for Palestinians living in Area C of the West Bank to obtain building permits from the Israeli Civil Administration. Many structures in the village already have pending demolition orders. Thus, the children from this community must go to schools in a neighbouring village on the other side of the Barrier, which requires the students to pass through a checkpoint to access their schools.DSC04067

At the checkpoint, soldiers armed with assault rifles and sometimes accompanied by dogs board school buses to check the children’s documents and bags. They often speak to the children in Hebrew, a language the latter do not understand, and there are reports of soldiers shouting at children because they failed to answer questions that they could not understand.

DSC04143They may also call an older student to exit the bus for an unsupervised body search in a small room at the checkpoint, while the rest of the students wait. In the past, there have been reports of incidents where male soldiers have conducted body searches on adolescent female students, and as a result,families have begun pulling their girls out of school upon reaching their teenage years to avoid this from happening to them.

Furthermore, students from the Seam Zone who are 16 DSC04138and older must present an ID card, a permit, and an electro-magnetic card that contains biometric information. Students under the age of 16 must furnish their birth certificates, and photocopies of their parents’ ID cards, electro-magnetic cards, and permits if available. Those who forget their documents in the morning are prohibited from going to school, and those who lose one of their documents during the school day are prohibited from returning home in the afternoon.

According to teachers, this extensive search of the bus and its passengers often makes students late for school and unable to concentrate when they arrive, which leads to overall poorer grades when compared to other students.

Moreover, many of the people from ́Arab ar Ramadin al Janubi do not have permits; thus, they cannot cross the checkpoint, as they would not be allowed to return to their homes. This prevents parents from accompanying their children on their commutes, meeting with teachers to discussDSC04146 their children’s studies, or picking up a child who may be ill, and even if a relative of a student has a permit, he or she cannot go to the school mid-day to tend to an ill child, because the checkpoint is only open from 7:00AM-9:00AM and from 1:00PM-2:00PM. The time restriction also prevents students from the Seam Zone from participating in extra-curricular activities, class trips, summer camps, etc.DSC04059

When asked what can be done to help change this situation, a social worker at the school said, “We want to help them, but the real problem is the checkpoint. I cannot make the soldiers leave or instruct them not to bother the children.”

The Director of Education in Qalqiliya said that they are trying all that they can, but there is little that they can do to help Palestinians living in the Seam Zone as they are out of reach. He did however highlight a pilot project that was implemented in October 2012 in ́Arab ar Ramadin ash Shamali, another nearby Seam Zone community.

DSC04155In this village the Ministry of Education (MoE) donated four large tents to be used as a makeshift school for 24 first through third grade students from the community. Though tents are not immune from demolition, they are less likely to attract attention, and if they are demolished, they can be re-erected with minimal cost and time.

The MoE is also providing salaries for four teachers from the community to operate the school. This means that teachers do not need permits to access the community and that children can be taught in their own dialect, which is Bedouin and differs from that spoken in neighbouring villages, where they previously used to commute to, in order to pursue their education. Mousa, a second grade teacher said, “It feels very good to be teaching in my community. I saw how my family struggled when I was younger, and I don’t want this generation to suffer like mine did. So I decided to go to school and become a teacher.”

121029 North Gate4 J.MöllerThe school is popular with both parents and children. The parents visit the school and offer to help. They are happy that their children are near to them, and that they are performing better in class as they have a less tiring commute and can concentrate more. If this school is not demolished, the MoE plans to expand the project to cover all of the elementary grades, and the model could be replicated in other communities. Yet, one teacher says, “This is a remedy not a solution. I hope that in time we will be able to build a school building here with proper facilities and utilities like electricity, water, computers, and a library.”

Excerpt from: Education Under Occupation—Access to Education in the occupied Palestinian territory, Ecumenical Accompaniment Programme in Palestine and Israel (EAPPI), WCC Publications, 2013, p.15-17. < >

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The Resilience of Life—Spiritual Teachings from the Garden

DSC07324Of all the sunflowers that I planted last year, the one that flourished most was a surprise to me. I transplanted a handful of seedlings to the yard. They grew and grew. They also became tasty treats for grasshoppers as evidenced by the holes left behind in the leaves. One day, I noticed one plant’s stem was sawed in half. It was hanging on by a thread.

“What did this?” I wondered and felt sad for the little plant.

My neighbour suggested it might have been a cutworm. I didn’t have the heart to pluck it out of the ground. So I left it.


Gradually, the plant formed a scar at the cut and the stem became thicker there. The stem formed a right angle and continued to grow up. The stem became thicker than the other sunflowers that grew tall but were thin and flimsy.

The plant eventually recovered and produced more flowers than any of the others. The cut, the scar, the regrowth and regeneration of the plant actually seemed to make it hardier and more resilient than the others. What a lesson!

This year, it was the same routine. I transplanted seedlings to the yard outside my window. There was another plant already starting to grow out there. At first I thought it was a weed but suspected it could be a sunflower so I left it. And indeed, to my delight,  it was a sunflower! Now this sunflower that planted itself from last year’s seeds is doing brilliantly. It exceeds the others in height and number of blossoms. Nature has produced something more amazing than I could have planned or prepared myself.


I don’t consider myself a serious gardener. I put seeds or roots in pots and see what I can nurture into life. This is what the garden teaches me: to be humble, to be open to surprise, to respect the land. It is always an experiment full of surprises and lessons.

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River Prayer

DSC06688For years, rivers and creeks have called me into a practice of prayer. From the river flowing from Lac Leman to the creeks that feed Okanagan Lake, I have been inspired to reflect on the movement of the water.


Standing on a bridge or on a bank near the river facing downstream: I identify all that I need to let go. All the things I don’t know I need to let go of, I surrender to the wisdom of the Almighty One.


Facing upstream, arms wide:  I identify all that I am open to receive. I am open to surprise, mystery, grace, guidance.

As I open my posture and my spirit to this practice, the sound of the water washes over me, cleanses me, makes me feel renewed and whole.DSC06438

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We refuse to be enemies

Outside Bethlehem lays the Nassar family’s farm. 400554_209302675820204_243115234_nAt their gate is a stone with the words painted on it “We refuse to be enemies.” They call this place The Tent of Nations. The first time I had the chance to visit this farm in 2011, one of the family members explained that their land is under threat of confiscation. They are continually asserting their right to live and farm peacefully on the land of their ancestors. Next to their farm is an illegal Israeli settlement, one of many in the occupied Palestinian territories. When settlers showed up with guns at their gate one day,the Nassar family welcomed them to visit but without guns. Thus the rock painted at their gate, which is their message of peace and hope. They want to stay on their land and live peacefully with their neighbours.


“This land is under threat of confiscation by the Israeli military, therefore we set projects which aim to demonstrate solidarity with the local people and to keep the land productive, keeping the Tent of Nations projects alive. Our mission is building bridges between people, and between people to the land.  At Tent of Nations, we bring people of various cultures together to build bridges of understanding, reconciliation, and peace.”web4-300x199

When the news reached us last week that soldiers arrived at their land early in the morning and bulldozed 1,500 to 2,000 apricot and apple trees and grape vines, I felt a deep pain for this family. Their presence and persistence on the land is a testimony of faith and hope. In addition, their farm is an example of ecologically sustainable use of resources with solar power, rainwater collection, dug out cave residences and meeting room.  Because of the occupation they have to be creative with their use of resources. We have so much to learn from them! Hundreds of local and international volunteers visit the Tent of Nations and help out with the work of planting and harvesting. They also have summer camp programs for children.394036_209302895820182_2023342888_n

As I looked back through my photos of the Tent of Nations, the rock “We refuse to be enemies” really spoke to me in our current situation here at the Centre at Naramata with the labour dispute. There may be times in our lives when we are tempted to dehumanize people and turn them into ‘Other.’ It is so easy to get sucked into righteous battles of who is right and who is wrong, who is the victim and who the oppressor.1925183_630299017053899_165970870993434951_n

Today I saw one of my colleagues on the picket line wearing a sign that said, “What would Jesus do?”

“Good question,” I thought to myself and one I have been considering a lot lately. Jesus taught us that love is the greatest commandment of all. We are taught to love our neighbour as ourselves and love our enemy (Matthew 22:36-40; Matthew 5:44). The Nassar’s message at their gate interrupts the temptation to turn people—colleagues, family, neighbours, and strangers—into enemies at all. If we continue to see the humanity, both the beauty and suffering in each person, we may be able to fulfill what Christ called us to do and be.

DSC08141 - Version 2So here is a statement of hope and courage from the Centre in the midst of a very trying situation. I choose not to see other people as the ‘enemy.’ This photo is outside of our Chapel, a quiet place for prayer and community coming together. These stones are a sign of solidarity with the Tent of Nations and people everywhere working for healing, justice and peace.DSC08142

If you would like to support the Tent of Nations, please visit their website: Talk to people about what is happening there, write to your government officials, ask your church or community group to speak out about it. Make your own “We Refuse To Be Enemies” rock and place it outside of your home, school, work or place of worship. Post it on your Facebook and share the Tent of Nations Story.

To support the Centre at this time, please pray for all staff, the local community and all people who cherish this place.


The views contained herein are personal to me and do not necessarily reflect those of the United Church, my employer, EAPPI or the WCC. If you would like to publish the information contained here (including posting on a website), or distribute it further, please first contact me for permission. Thank you.

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May 31, 2014 · 12:00 am

World Week for Peace in Palestine/Israel

During the week of September 22 to 28, churches and communities are invited to pray, learn and act for justice in Palestine and Israel. The theme of the World Week for Peace in Palestine/Israel this year is “Jerusalem, the city of justice and peace.”


For many of us around the world, Jerusalem is a name familiar to us from bible stories. We may forget that it is a real city with people living in it today. Jerusalem is a divided city and the site of much conflict. Last year, I was with a group of twelve people on a Pilgrimage of Solidarity to learn more about the place we call the Holy Land. We were there to learn about the political situation and about the work Israelis and Palestinians are doing for peace and justice and what we can do to support them. One night when we were in Jerusalem, I took the group to St. George’s church for a time of prayer and reflection. While we were sitting in the chapel, I read this passage from the prophet Isaiah:

For I am about to create new heavens
and a new earth;
the former things shall not be remembered
or come to mind. But be glad and rejoice forever
 in what I am creating;
for I am about to create Jerusalem as a joy, 
 and its people as a delight. I will rejoice in Jerusalem, and delight in my people;
no more shall the sound of weeping be heard in it, 
or the cry of distress. No more shall there be in it
an infant that lives but a few days,
or an old person who does not live out a lifetime;
for one who dies at a hundred years will be considered a youth,
and one who falls short of a hundred will be considered accursed. They shall build houses and inhabit them;
they shall plant vineyards and eat their fruit. They shall not build and another inhabit;
they shall not plant and another eat. (NRSV Isaiah 65:17-22)

These words brought tears to our eyes. It seems like Isaiah is speaking to the reality of Jerusalem today. East Jerusalem, the West Bank and Gaza have been under military occupation for over forty-five years. After the British colonial rule in the region, a plan was made to partition the land to create the state of Israel and a state of Palestine. Until this day, Palestinians have not had their right to self-determination realized. Instead, Palestinians live under a system of military occupation that makes everyday life unbearable. Successive waves of Palestinian refugees who reside in the West Bank and surrounding countries have not been allowed to return home over the past several decades and subsequently there are over five million Palestinian refugees in the world today. [1] Many Christians leave their homes because of the occupation which limits their mobility, employment opportunities and threatens their security.[2] Their community has shrunk substantially and today Christians only make up two percent of the population in the region.[3] Our Palestinian sisters and brothers in the faith have rich family histories that connect them to the earliest Christian communities. Their connection to the land and stories of our Christian faith are an invaluable part of our ecumenical family and they need our support to live in peace and dignity in their ancestral lands.

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But I am reminded of the Palestinian families whose homes are bulldozed by the Israeli military or Bedouin communities who continue to be displaced. [4]

Isaiah says, they shall plant vineyards and eat their fruit

And I am reminded of farmers I met who cannot access their agricultural land because of the separation barrier, permit system or because their olive trees were bulldozed by the Israeli military or burnt to the ground by illegal Israeli settlers in the occupied Palestinian territories. They struggle to make a living and feed their families.


And for Isaiah’s prophecy that no more will there be weeping, distress and youth who die at a young age, I am reminded of the dehumanizing realities children must face. Lets pray and act for the children who are arrested and held in Israeli military detention sometimes without adult accompaniment or fair legal proceedings. And lets pray for the children whose homes and schools are demolished or who must pass through a military checkpoint just to get to school.[5]

Once when I was travelling from Jayyous, a small community in the north, to go to Jerusalem for the weekend, one local resident asked me to, “Say hello to Jerusalem for me. I would love to go there. I haven’t been able to go there in over fifteen years.”

Though Jerusalem is only three hours by bus from Jayyous, to obtain a permit to enter the city is very difficult for Palestinians. Another friend of mine in Bethlehem, only a short distance away from Jerusalem, has not been able to go to the annual Easter celebrations with her children that take place in the city also because of the difficulty involved in obtaining a permit.

Jerusalem is a special city. It is a holy place for Jews, Muslims and Christians. Unfortunately many Palestinian Christians and Muslims cannot enter the city walls even for special religious holidays. The vision for the city around the time when the state of Israel was created in 1948 was that Jerusalem should be an international city shared by all. But the separation barrier and Israeli military checkpoints have turned it into an exclusive fortress and a hell for those Palestinians living under the reality of military occupation.

So this year, when you are at church and hear the name Jerusalem read in the scriptures, remember that this is a city that needs our prayers and advocacy. It is a divided city and a place where there are indeed “cries of distress” as the prophet Isaiah mentions.   You are invited to pray, educate yourself and others and advocate for peace and justice during this week and throughout the year. The Palestine Israel Ecumenical Forum (PIEF) of the World Council of Churches has put together resources as we pray and act with our brothers and sisters in Palestine and Israel.

World Week for Peace in Palestine/Israel:

I wrote this blog post for alterVoice which “seeks to provide a forum which will enable a creative and critical reflection on matters relevant for Christianity and Church life in India. We hope it to be a space which will be able to speak truth to power and raise critical question about the life and the work of the church, theology and the substance and content of ministerial and ecumenical formation.” Check it out!


[1] The United Nations Relief and Works Agency for Palestine Refugees (UNRWA);

[2] See Christians of the Holy Land, an informative CBS News Story about Palestinian Christians and their reality, first aired in April 2012.;cbsCarousel

[3] FACT SHEET: Palestinian Christians in the Holy Land, Institute for Middle East Understanding (IMEU)

[4] For more information, see the work of Israeli Committee Against House Demolitions, (ICAHD)

[5] Defence for Children International documents the abuse of children’s rights in Palestine.

The views contained herein are personal to me and do not necessarily reflect those of the United Church, my employer, EAPPI or the WCC. If you would like to publish the information contained here (including posting on a website), or distribute it further, please first contact me for permission. Thank you.

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Human Rights Are For Children

human rights are for children Human Rights Are For Children is a picture book of stories for children about children. I have the privilege to cross paths with many children and youth in the work that I do. My question is, how can I share with them some of the stories of children who have to cross a military checkpoint to get to school everyday? How can I talk about Israeli youth who don’t want to do military service even though it is obligatory for them? As I continue to do advocacy work on human rights issues and raise awareness about the situations in Israel/Palestine I notice my impatience working with adults who claim “it’s all too complicated” or “there will always be fighting and conflict over there.” I have found that a good entry point for people to understand the military occupation is to share some of the everyday realities for many Palestinian children. They live under abnormal circumstances and their testimonies can enable people to wake up to the unfairness of the occupation.

I have also learned in justice related work that it is important to be able to talk about complex topics in accessible ways. I remember one time when I was having dinner with a former colleague of mine and she asked if I would explain to her children (in middle school) what I was doing with EAPPI in the Westbank. It was a challenge. What is an age appropriate way to talk about some of these issues? Of course the most powerful narrative is a personal one – the stories of other children their same age and what they might have to go through on a typical day.  It is important to point out commonalities and our shared humanity with people who might seem so far away or different from us (i.e. children in Jayyous like to play soccer too). At the same time as uplifting the human side of the story, it is important to show how abnormal the military occupation is and what it does to Palestinian and Israeli young people.

I have become increasingly passionate about the issue of children’s rights after visiting with Palestinian families whose children were arrested and detained by Israeli military without any charges laid, without accompaniment of a parent, adult or lawyer. I have started to educate myself more on the UN Convention on the Rights of the Child. I am realizing that all children everywhere need a human rights education. For children here who I hope to share this book with, the aim will be to get them interested in human rights and to encourage them to learn and ask questions. I want them to know that they have a lot of power to speak out and act for peace and justice!

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At the girl’s elementary school the students like to study lots of subjects. Here they are presenting a song. Sometimes the students get to study outside under the palm trees with their teacher.

Here some boys who are five and six years old walked to the separation barrier after school but the gate was locked. They didn’t know how to get back home. The bus driver came and took them home by driving a long way around on a different road.

These boys live in a Bedouin village called Arab ar Ramadin in the “seam zone.” The community was not allowed to build their own school. The parents did not want to send their children to the Habla school where they have to be checked by soldiers at the gate everyday. The children were scared.

The community decided to make classrooms out of tents for the children. The children love their new tent school!

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This boy lives in the “seam zone” and has to go through the checkpoint everyday to go to high school. Everyday the soldiers ask to look at his permit at the checkpoint when he goes back home.

This is his high school in Azzun Atma. In the 1980s a group of Israeli settlers decided to build houses and make a neighbourhood above the high school. This is something that they are not allowed to do outside of their country. Sometimes the settlers open the sewage pipes and all the water and waste from their toilets goes down to the schoolyard. When this happens, the students aren’t allowed to go outside or play basketball.

In Israel, some school children have problems too. In a town called Sderot, the people live beside Gaza. The people of Gaza are closed inside a small area by a very tall wall and are not allowed to leave unless they have a permit. The people in Gaza want to be free and some people fight by launching rockets into Israel. Sderot is a town that is affected by these rockets. They have many bomb shelters there including one at this Kindergarten. If the children and teachers hear the siren, it means they have to go to the shelter right away so they will be safe. Some people in Sderot are working with their neighbours in Gaza for peace.

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There are many young people in Israel who are working for peace. They want a good life and want Palestinian people to have a good life too. This girl came with her parents from Israel to visit her friend Naim and his family in Jayyous (Westbank). They helped during the olive harvest. Every young person in Israel has to join the military when they are finished high school. Many young Israelis don’t want to join the military.

You can view more of the book here (unfortunately the text is pretty small to be read in this format)

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For more information please refer to: The United Nations Convention on the Rights of the Child, UNICEF, Defence for Children International, “Palestine Through My Eyes” exhibition of children’s photographs organized by Medecins du Monde, United Nations Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs, The Other Voice (Sderot), New Profile and Breaking The Silence. (photos by N.Maxson, J. Moller, K. Cargin)

The views contained herein are personal to me and do not necessarily reflect those of the United Church, my employer, EAPPI or the WCC. If you would like to publish the information contained here (including posting on a website), or distribute it further, please first contact me for permission. Thank you.


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The diving lesson

It was Saturday afternoon and I was doing laps in the pool. There weren’t many people around. It was calm and I was selfishly glad to have the “slow” lane all to myself.

clip_image001(1)“Excuse me?” said a voice.

I looked up and saw a boy leaning towards me from the edge of the pool at the end of my lane.

“Yes,” I said.

“Do you know how to do a back flip off the diving board?” the boy asked.

“No,” I said almost laughing.

Then I recognized him. He had been with a group of other boys five minutes earlier who were all doing tricks, flips and fancy dives off one of the regular sized diving boards.

“Um, but you’re a professional swimmer right?” he said absolutely sure of himself.

I had to chuckle. I am the last thing that comes to my mind when I think of a professional swimmer. I don’t wear a swimming cap, goggles or a particularly sporty looking bathing suit. And I was swimming with a flutter board for goodness sakes!

“No, I’m just a hobbyist,” I explained.

Then I realized he might not know what “hobbyist” means. He looked about nine years old.

“Oh, so swimming is just your hobby?” he queried.

I said, “That’s right” (clever, he understood what “hobbyist” means).

“Well do you know how to do dives?” he continued.

“Um, well actually, no.” I had to think for a while. When was the last time I dove into water? Probably when I was a kid. I wasn’t sure I remembered how.

“Oh, well I can teach you if you want,” he persisted.

I hesitated. I didn’t really want to get out of the water. I was on a roll with the laps. I came here to get fit not really to have fun. Though there was that one time I went down the waterslide. I felt kind of silly – a grown woman at the pool on her own going down the slide. And I never go into the shallow pool (which looks like a lot of fun) except that one time my youngest sister was in town (and she threw a ball in my face). There seems to be an unspoken rule, or maybe it’s just in my mind, that the shallow pool is only for children or adults with children.

“Okay,” I said finally, pulling myself out of the water.

He taught me how to do a regular dive, a sideways dive and a squat-down-like-a-duck-dive. He explained how each one was done step by step and then demonstrated them for me.

“Okay, now I’ll try and you let me know how it looks afterwards,” I said hoping I wasn’t about to break my neck or fall flat on my belly.

Arms pointed, aim, lean, I’m leaning, I’m falling, falling, FALLING, no… I’m diving, toes together. SPLASH!

When I resurfaced, I heard my personal coach cheering me on:

“Wow that was really good. Doesn’t it feel good to learn something new?”

“Yes, it does,” I said smiling.

“Now what about this, just hop up a bit when you leave the ground and dive in,” he said encouragingly.

I started to try and do it but it felt awkward and scary. Like the first time ever trying to do a cartwheel.

“I can’t do it. I feel scared,” I said.

“Don’t worry,” he said. “I won’t make fun of you.”

“I think I’ll just work on my regular dive,” I said decidedly.

I dove in again and asked him how it looked as I pulled myself out of the water. It felt more like a belly flop.

“It looked good. Eight out of ten!” he said enthusiastically.

“Well, I need to get going,” I said realizing twenty minutes had already passed since the diving lesson began.

“Are you sure? I have a lot more to teach you,” he sounded disappointed.

He seemed kind of lonely and just wanted someone to hang out with. I felt bad and also empathized with his loneliness.

“I’m sure you do. I really do need to go though. I have an appointment in half an hour. But thanks for everything.”

“My name is Ethan,” he said while extending his hand towards me.

“Nice to meet you Ethan. I’m Natalie. Thanks for teaching me how to dive today,” I said while shaking his hand pruned up from the water.

I left the pool quite amazed. Did that really just happen. Did a young boy just randomly teach me how to dive? I am someone who feels claustrophobic when I attempt to do the forward crawl and am too shy to practice it in the public pool. Diving…I feel like I conquered a small fear I didn’t even know I had until invited to try something new and go beyond my regular routine and comfort zone. I was reminded that no one is too young to be a teacher and or too old to learn.

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“We have the right to learn” – Palestinian school under demolition order

During the lunch break at the school in Izbat at Tabib a young boy approached me to offer a fistful of salty pretzelsamidst the noise and activity of students at play in the schoolyard.


Hospitality and warmth like this is something I experienced a lot but is surprising considering Palestinians subsist on so little in this area of the occupied Palestinian territories. My teammates and I, with the Ecumenical Accompaniment Programme in Palestine and Israel (EAAPI), had stopped by the school to introduce a television crew from Germany to this small community of less than three hundred people. The community consists of refugees, many Bedouins, who resettled on their family’s land east of Qalqiliya in the northern West Bank when they were displaced in 1948 at the time the State of Israel was created.

Over the last ten years, the World Council of Churches has coordinated the presence of international Ecumenical Accompaniers who are sent by their local churches and provide a protective presence to communities facing hardship because of the conflict. We commit to work on human rights advocacy and towards a just and peaceful end to the occupation. I was sent by the United Church of Canada, a member church of the World Communion of Reformed Churches (WCRC), and served in Jayyous from September to November 2012. During the three months we did many tasks, including accompanying farmers to their land during the olive harvest where there was risk of violence from Israeli settlers, monitoring Israeli military check points where civilians pass to get to work and to school, documenting arrests of Palestinian children and adults by Israeli military, and offering support to Israeli and Palestinian groups working for peace.

The village of Izbat at Tabib is situated in a zone known on United Nation’s maps as Area C , which was supposed to be a temporary arrangement under the 1995 Oslo accords. But like many Palestinians communities in Area C throughout the West Bank, they are still living under Israeli control. This means that in Area C it is next to impossible to secure a building permit. As a result 33 out of the 45 houses in Izbat at Tabib built without permits have demolition orders from the Israeli Civil Administration.

School Izbat at Tabib_Kate Cargin

School Izbat at Tabib, photo: K. Cargin

The community did not always have a school of their own. It was built in 2005 after one child was killed and another seriously injured in traffic accidents while walking to school on a busy highway to the neighbouring town of Azzun. The school serves 48 children from grades one to seven. The building also has a meeting hall for the village council and a health clinic for a visiting mobile health team. Given administrative difficulties due to being located in Area C, the school was built without a permit. In August 2012 the Israeli Civil Administration issued an administrative demolition order and ordered that the building be vacated in 21 days.

The teachers told the television crew how the pending demolition order has created anxiety amongst the children. One student proposed to come to class on top of the rubble if the school is destroyed. In the schoolyard I met a boy named Othman whose English is outstanding for someone in grade five. I asked him how he felt about everything going on here with the demolition order. “We want to stay in our school,” he told me.

Othman’s favourite subject is math but on that day he was getting ready for an English quiz. He told me he scored 10 out of 10 on his last test. I wished him good luck and wondered about the fate of this bright, young boy if his education is interrupted by a demolition or if he is forced to walk along the dangerous road to the overcrowded school in Azzun. The village council is engaged in a difficult legal process in an attempt to protect their school. Unfortunately this process is not a guarantee that the school will be saved. Groups and individuals, both Palestinian and Israeli, continue to show their support for the school in Izbat at Tabib during the community’s ongoing, non-violent demonstrations bringing attention to the importance and right of access to education for the children.


Published in World Communion of Reformed Churches, Reformed Communiqué:

Full edition of March 2013 Reformed Communiqué:

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UN OCHA fact sheet on Area C:

About the UN Convention on the Rights of the Child:

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Barot and the Basement – A Tribute to Elders of Resistance (ou “j’ai trouvé l’esprit œcuménique au sous sol)

When I worked for the World Council of Churches I would occasionally leave my desk, break the monotony of sitting in front of the computer responding to hundreds of emails, and retreat to the basement of the Ecumenical Centre (home to the WCC headquarters and several other organizations in Geneva).

The basement became a desirable quiet space—an alternative to the cafeteria tea break. I found myself again and again drawn into the bowels of the building as a way of reminding myself why I was doing this work and the mantle of responsibility I carried on my shoulders to honour the work and history of the ecumenical movers that came before me (a movement is made up of movers, no?). Down the spiralling staircase into the cool, quiet dark of the concrete basement I found calm in the stillness amongst shelves and shelves of records. I would walk between the books, papers and boxes and stop to read the labels of the archived materials: “1949 Youth Work Camp” or “South Africa Apartheid: Programme to Combat Racism.” As I touched these boxes I felt somehow connected to the voices and people represented by these records and greatly humbled. A few times I would invite people, colleagues or visitors, to come with me, “Do you want to see my favourite place in the whole building?” They probably thought I was going to take them to see the beautiful stained glass in the chapel or the large tapestry in the meeting hall or the diversity of flowers in the garden…no, down to the basement we went to connect to this ecumenical heritage.

I recently read André Jacques’ account of the life and work of Madeleine Barot published by the WCC in 1991 shortly before her death. After reading about Barot’s life, I realized how little I know of ecumenical history – only snippets here and there that are loosely stitched together. I wonder if we do not spend enough time across generations listening to stories, especially of elders, from whom we inherit this great legacy and project of unity.barot

Barot worked with youth movements like SCM and YWCA who came together to form the CIMADE (Inter-Movement Committee for Evacuees) in 1939. They asked themselves how God was calling them to act in the context of war where friends they had made with young people from other countries were now considered their “enemies.” Barot and other people active in the youth movements of CIMADE decided to live in the internment camps in France with Jewish refugees and those in the resistance movement. I realized their model was truly an early form of “accompaniment program.” They witnessed and experienced the internees’ daily life of imprisonment and tried to secure resources in scarce supply such as clothing, medical supplies and food. They provided pastoral care and organized prayers for those interested and demonstrated what seems to be a great deal of sensitivity to religious plurality (i.e. some Rabbis joined in the bible studies and offered their wisdom on the Hebrew scriptures). They helped people escape to Spain and Switzerland who were to be deported to German camps. They mobilized the churches in any effort they could to spare adult and children internees from death. They were active resisters to the racism, xenophobia and fascism experienced through the Nazi and Vichy regimes. People like Barot and her contemporaries in these struggles were instrumental in the formation of the WCC.  One quote I found both inspiring and challenging was from Barot’s address in 1947 to the World Conference of Christian Youth in Oslo (considered the first major postwar international, ecumenical conference):

 “Young people aspire to Christian unity not only on the level of theological speculation and doctrinal affirmations but also on the level of daily life…It seems to them that beyond the reality of divided churches, the different ecumenical movements have created the consciousness of Christian unity, but that this remains too intellectual. To become a revolutionary and creative power at the heart of this broken world, the creative action of the Holy Spirit is needed.”

Barot, was a young woman and a powerful leader who exemplified solidarity, ecumenical cooperation and persistence through her faith to actively oppose injustice. Her address from 1947 is one for unity—visible, lived unity. It is not enough to talk about our togetherness —we must act. She also goes on to say:

“Observing the life of the churches confirmed my impression that ecclesiastical institutions can paralyze the witness, service and presence of Christians in the world.”

Somehow her wisdom echoes into today’s church context. Where is the spirit of the ecumenical movement that once inspired these young people towards acts of non-violent bravery and compassion? How do we continue to follow the Holy Spirit in the midst of institutionalized church and ecumenism? How are we being called as witnesses and movers for justice in the world today?

I was reminded of another elder of resistance, Stéphane Hessel, after the news of his death on February 26th. Hessel was involved in writing the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. More recently, he wrote a pamphlet called “Time for Outrage” (“Indignez-Vous”) and is considered a major catalyst and inspiration behind the “Occupy Movement.”  Hessel says of his pamphlet:

“Do not accept the unacceptable. Take it upon yourself to resist and to be outraged. I hope that it (Indignez-Vous) will give courage to the young generation to feel that it us up to them to change the global society in a more humane direction.”

Stéphane Hessel, whose pamphlet Indignez-Vous! sold 4.5m copies in 35 countries

During his interview on CBC radio, Anna Maria Tremonti alludes to the fact that it must have been Hessel’s outrage that led him to join the resistance in France against the Nazis. Hessel’s reflection on the French resistance during the war in comparison with the challenges we face today somehow echoed what I felt after reading about Madeleine Barot’s life. As Hessel says,

“…of course, that (resistance to Nazism) was relatively obvious. I mean it was a difficult fight but it was an obvious fight. Today it is not as obvious. What are we supposed to fight against? What challenges do we have to meet today? They are not such obvious challenges as an occupation by a foreign army. But the challenges are there. The enormous difference between extreme poverty and great, great riches. That is the injustice that has to be fought against by a solidarity movement of all. The non-violent way of determined action but without weapons can be more successful. In my long, long life I have seen non-violence more successful than violence.”

Perhaps the challenges facing us today, such as climate change, are more complex or broad as Hessel seems to claim. I turn to the examples of people like Barot in the early ecumenical movement and elders of resistance like Hessel for strength and wisdom to face what we must do today. It is not just up to young people to work for the justice and change we need in the world but should be an effort across generations as we learn together what it means to be community and  live the unity given to us.


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